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Sajak-sajak keputusasaan kembali menyeruak memenuhi ruang pengap berukuran  3x3 meter itu. Menulis, menulis, dan terus menulis. Seperti orang kerasukan, yang dia tahu hanya menulis dan terus menulis. Entah akan terhenti dimana bait-bait sajak itu. “ALLAH.. ALLAH.. ALLAH..”, dalam kalutnya masih terdengar lirih nama Agung itu terus diucapkannya dalam relung hati. Ya! Allah, satu-satunya Tuhan yang ia tahu. Satu-satunya Tuhan yang ia punya. Satu-satunya zat yang ia harap dapat meredakan kemelut hidupnya. Satu-satunya, satu-satunya tempat ia bertumpu dan mengadukan keputusasaan, kekecewaan, kesedihan, kekhawatiran, dan segala rasa yang menyergap batinnya kini.

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Hingga akhirnya kini tulisannya telah terhenti, tak ada lagi kata yang tersisa dalam semestanya. Hanya ada satu yang takkan habis, takkan hilang, dan selalu abadi baginya; ALLAH. Tempatnya kini menyerahkan segala hidup hingga mati kelak.

"Sesakit apapun, aku tetap percaya pada Keagungan Takdir-Mu.."

120213

2:28 pm

The Stalker

Every time you run away

I’ll always gonna find you

You’re always be found

Every place you hide away

I’ll always gonna guest it

‘Cause you’re predictable

So Let it be, I stay your back and breathe

Can’t / now you see, there’s no way n hell

You can escape me

Every time you see the rain

I’m every drop that you feel

And anywhere the sun would shine

I’m every ray that you feel

Anywhere you’d be right now

I’ll always gonna find you

The city is mine

Every scent you left behind

I’ll always gonna feel them

Cause I know ‘em by heart

Words and lyrics by Adhitia Sofyan

Light Up The Sky

You're making a choice to live like this

And all of the noise, I an silence

We already know how it ends tonight

You run in the dark through a firefight

And I would explode just to save your life

Yeah, I would explode

Let me light up the sky

Light it up for you

Let me tell you why

I would die for you

Let me light up the sky

I can't find a wall to pin this to

They're all coming down since I've found you

I just wanna be where you are tonight

I run in the dark looking for some light

And how will we know if we just don't try?

We won't ever know

Let me light up the sky

Light it up for you 

Let me tell you why

I would die for you

Let me light up the sky

Light it up for you

Let me make this mine

I'll ignite for you

Let me light up the sky just for you tonight

Let me help you fly 'cause you won't have time

To cover your eyes or get your disguise

They won't ask you why, they'll just watch you die

And it's still so hard to be who you are

So you play this part and the show goes on

But you've come this far with a broken heart

Yeah, you've come this far and you're broken

Let me light up the sky

Light it up for you 

Let me tell you why

I would die for you

Let me light up the sky

Light it up for you

Let me make this mine

I'll ignite for you

I'll ignite for you

Let me light up the sky

Light it up for you 

Let me tell you why

I would die for you

And it's still so hard to be who you are

But you've come this far with a broken heart

And it's still so hard to be who you are

But you've come this far and you're broken

Light up the sky

Let me light up the sky

Song by : Yellow Card